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Tyler Naasz
Born in Michigan
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Mommy

Sometimes I wonder if you can hear me talking to me and if you are sending me signals back.....

I miss you more than words can ever express.

Today I put your stone next to your garden, the one that Barb bought you....it's so beautiful.  I also put Oliver and Gaby's stone next to yours, I wish your hand and foot print was in it.  I will never, ever understand why you aren't with us, my heart hurts so much, I will never understand.  I love you my son.

Mommy

Today I took Oliver and Gaby to the Pet Stop to buy Charlie Cat some food and when we got out of the car and the seagulls were out, Gaby said, "Mom, they are singing....."  "they are singing with Tyler up in the sky, LOOK!" 

Oh how I miss you my sweet boy, I hope you are singing with the seagulls, what a beautiful thought.

I love you.

Mommy
Mommy
A Mother's Grief

You ask me how I'm feeling,
but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go

How can I tell you,
what it's been like for me
I am haunted, I am broken
By things that you don't see

You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.

Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.

Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.

Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?

No one will let me
say the words I need to say
Why does a mothers grief
scare everyone away?

I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.

How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?

Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their child's casket,
watched it perched above a grave?

You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.

If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.

Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."

Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do to.

By-Kelly Cummings
 
Mommy
I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and the days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms.....I'll always have you in m...y heart!!! I love and miss you so much, Mom!!
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