Mommy's friend wrote you a beautiful poem that I wanted to share. It makes me cry so hard reading it, he did such a wonderful job. There is not a day I don't think about you and wonder how you are doing. I miss you so very much.
TYLER
The morning of April 6th 2006 time stood still.
The day before GOD had his will!
Our hearts were touched, Even if the moments were few.
Not a day goes by that we don't miss you!
From day one you stole our hearts.
Day after day talking to you, Dreaming about the life we would start.
No one knows the struggles I go through.
It's hard at times thinking of you.
I feel blessed by your visits each day!
I know you hear me when I talk to you, Each day I pray.
As seasons change I wonder If you see what I see? Is each day new?
Not a moment goes by I don't think of you.
The wonders of time! Our Love will never be diminished.
Every thought I have is cherished.
I know your here with me.
Even though you're in another world where you play free.
I bet you have tons of friends, Do you have fun? I wish I knew.
Not a day goes by I don't whisper the words "I love you".
The thoughts of wildflowers and butterflies.
Somedays it's hard to hold back the tears I cry.
10 little toes, 10 little fingers perfect in every way!
In my heart Tyler you will always STAY!
Do you, maybe... I don't know! In my dreams did you leave clues?
I know in my dreams the angels name that holds you.
To hold you again I would give the worlds worth!
But GOD said you were to beautiful for this earth...
"My sweet boy I Miss you!
Tyler Johnathan Naasz I LOVE YOU!"
RDF- 9/14/11
Another wonderful poem by Ron Fox, written just for you! I love you sweet boy. You are so missed.
Angel
Don't be afraid I'm just the breeze.
When you're alone and scared I'll kiss your cheek.
When your worried I'll put your mind at ease!
I'll never be to far, Even when I'm gone!
You might hear me cry, talk, or even sing in the wind!
Or even catch my shadow in the sun at dawn.
I'll Sit by your bed and brush your hair at night.
Watch you from afar, And yet be so near!
I'll travel with you, Like a cloud in flight.
Be right beside you with feelings so intense.
Not to startle you or make you scared.
So you'll always remember me, Not from the past but the present! Always silent but always there.
To be with you.
Though I'm not in the same world as you, I still care!
Please don't be frightened I just want to be close!
I am here for you Until it's my time to walk towards the light.
I am a feeling A touch that can't be seen,For now I am a ghost!
Might capture me in a picture if taken at the right angle.
I know I am in your hearts and will always be on your minds
I sit on his lap with a smile,I have my wings I am one of his Angels
April 19th, 2011
So you're 5 now! Oh my are you such a big boy. How was your party in heaven? What did you think of your cake we had here for you? I miss you so much my son.
I always seems to breathe a little easier when your birthday has come and gone. Not because miss you less or love you less, but because I feel like the world of pain is so huge, so many regrets of that time, wishing I had told the doctor to induce you, to take you out, I thought you were safest inside of me, or was I wrong. I wish I had made a different choice back then and you would be here, with me.
Here are a couple of poems written for you by a wonderful man, Ron Fox. I am so thankful to have wonderful and caring friends/family. Here are the poems~
Another Day,Not Here
Smile when you think of me.
Today is just another day.
I was set free.
Even though I am gone, I am in your heart.
I feel no pain.
The love we had nothing will keep us apart.
I know am I missed.
Shedding tears.
You and I know the love we shared.
My life was cut short, But it's only in years!
Memories last a life time.
I am here with you today.
You may not see me or hear me.
I am here and in your heart I will stay.
When you look to the stars, know I am looking back.
Wink! When you see the sky.
Be happy I am in better place!
Please Dad,Mom and Friends don't Cry.
Happy times are what counts! Remember.
I won't forget you, Never!
I love you with all that I have Soul and Heart.
Love Lasts Forever!
April 4th, 2011
Oh do I dread tomorrow. I can't help but think about all of the things I could have done different 5 years ago. I remember exactly 5 years ago on this day, I sat in your bedroom, rocking in "our" rocking chair, watching your daddy put your crib together. I had a ton of braxton hicks that night, I remember like it was yesterday, even what I was wearing. I had daddy come over and feel my belly and I remember telling him that "tonight was the night" tonight you were going to make your entrance and we didn't have to wait until that Sunday to induce you, you were coming on your own. You had the hiccups, you always did at night, around 6 pm and usually after lunch, but the next day there wouldn't be anymore hiccups, the next day you would be gone. They think you died around noon on the 5th, because when you were delivered you hadn't been gone very long. You looked so perfect on that night when you were born. I waited for you to cry, they had to be wrong right? I mean, how can this perfect baby be dead? 10 fingers and ten tiny toes...........all that dark hair. When you were born everyone said you looked just like me and I was so proud, I still am. That day that pregnancy test turned positive I learned a different kind of love, a love so wonderful, the love of a mother. Thank you for that. You changed me. I love you my son.
One of yourr beautiful nurses, Jean Brown, sent me this beautiful poem and I wanted to share it............
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A Baby’s Secret
I’m just a little baby
Who didn’t make it there
I went straight to be with Jesus
But I’m waiting for you here.
Don’t you fret about me, Mommy,
I’m alright- and am most blest;
I’d have loved to stay there with you,
But the Shepherd knows what’s best.
Many dwelling here where I live,
Waited years to enter in;
Struggled through a world of sorrow,
And their lives were marred with sin.
So, sweet Mommy, don’t you sorrow,
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom;
I went straight to Jesus’ bosom,
From my Mother’s womb.
Thank you for the life you gave me,
It was brief, but don’t complain;
I have all of Heaven’s glory
Suffered none of earthling’s pain.
I’ll be waiting for you Mommy
Daddy, and all the rest.
I’ll be with you then forever,
And will give you all a kiss.
(author unknown)
